Days like today

It is on days like today, when I can't stop thinking about the man I am going to marry, that I know something is wrong. I'm 20. I should be worried about classes and the adventure that I want to tackle next. But instead I sit and wonder about the man that is out there somewhere who will one day marry me. Where is he? Will he really make me happy? Will he really be enough to make me want to settle down like everyone keeps telling me he will? Part of me has doubts but the rest of me knows that the Lord will do what he wants so it is not for me to say what is what but to act accordingly to the plan he has laid out for me